My Story Of Healing

Today I will share to you my own story of Healing, happened last December 2015.

This is my first time that I'll share this story, ito yung panahon na pinaranas sakin ni Lord how to be desperate!

It started when i just finished my training on the job that i apply in sales.

Diba bago ka mag simula sa trabaho kailangan mo muna mag undergo ng mga medical examination, usually yung result nun to follow pa, kaya habang hinihintay ko yun nagsisimula na ako sa trabaho.

Then one morning, bigla na lang tumawag sakin yung HR and she told me na mag report daw ako sa diagnostic center na affiliated ang company namin, meron daw kasing problema sa medical exam ko.

Sobrang kinakabahan talaga ako habang papunta dun, then i arrived there and i got the result of my chest x-ray at sobrang nagulat ako sa nakita ko dahil i was diagnosed of having pulmonary tuberculosis!

Nagulat talaga ako sa result nung x-ray ko at in denial ako nung time na yun.

Sabi ko noon sa sarili ko “ indi pwede ito ,baka nagkamali lang sila,” kasi wala naman akong nararamdaman na mga signs and symptoms that time.

So i went to a pulmonologist and she confirmed na meron nga talaga akong PTB, pero pinaulit niya yung x-ray ko para sigurado.

But for the second time ganun pa rin ang result!

I really asked God, WHY???

I was shocked!

The doctor advised me to leave in 2 weeks and to start my anti-tb medications at discretion na ng company namen kung tatanggapin pa nila ako.

And in my prayer that time “Lord kung kailan naman nagiging maayos na ang lahat ngayon pa 'to dumating”

Thanks be to God kasi pinayagan pa rin ako ng HR to continue with my job while im still on medication.

That time the passion and my drive on my job gone because of that sickness, at andun din yung fear ko na baka layuan ako ng mga tao pag nalaman nila yung condition ko and i really feel insecure!

That time i have doubts kung kakayanin ko ba magtagal sa trabaho ko in that condition, kasi hindi madali yung trabaho especially when you’re in sales.

I remember I texted Bro Rex (my mentor in the community that I belong)  and told him my condition, sinabi ko pa sa kanya na baka hindi muna ako mag serve sa feast kasi nahihiya ako sa situation ko eh, baka layuan ako ng mga tao.

Pero hindi pumayag si Bro Rex and he told this, "Bro mas kailangan mo kami ngayon, the more ka dapat mag-attend at mag serve sa feast."

PS. Feast is a Catholic prayer meeting that we gather every Sunday.

I know God allowed this kasi mayroon Siyang gustong ituro at ipa realize sakin.

Kaya ang laki talaga ang naitulong ng LG or light group ko sa feast Imus at dun ko naramdaman yung pagtanggap at pagmamahal nila sakin kahit ganun ang situation ko, i feel accepted and love.

I began to be more desperate on Him every day, to seek Him more, kasi hindi ko to kaya mag-isa eh.

It’s true that desperation remove pride!

Alam ng Diyos na mayabang ako minsan hehe, kaya pinarealize Niya sakin na I should depend on Him more, kaya ina-allow Niya ang problema sa buhay natin.

"Having no problem is a big problem, because we tend to forget God"

Tama naman diba? Minsan parang Fire Extinguisher si Lord kailangan mo lang pag may sunog na.

Nung time na yun walang ibang pwedeng makapitan kundi Siya lang talga.

Also, I realized I am so desperate  on my goal and I’m so desperate to become successful to the point na halos kalimutan ko na rin mahalin sarili ko, na kahit gusto ng magpahinga ng katawan ko go pa rin ako!

I become so desperate to become successful and God says No, sabi ni Lord, “Be desperate only on ME”, because if you will seek Him first, all these things shall be added unto you.

When Jesus is all you have, you have all you need!

Yes, God allowed me to experience that wilderness... pero hindi Niya ako iniwan at pinabayaan.

Why?

Last month i underwent under chest x-ray and you know what the result was?

Here it is! 

It is already normal and NO trace of spot on my lungs!

I lifted to God my brokenness and I depended on Him , nung day 1 pa lang sabi ko I know pagagalingin ako ni Lord at hindi Niya ako binigo..

Always remember this..

God's grace enters your life only through the cracks of your brokenness.

Hindi ko alam anu pinagdadaanan mo ngayon , maybe you have sickness right now, maybe marami kang utang, or unti unti ng nalulugi negosyo mo, maybe nagkakagulo pamilya mo ngayon, maybe iniwan ka ng asawa mo ,at ang dami- dami mong problema ngayon at gusto mo ng sumuko.

God allows that problem because He wants you to be depend only on Him, 

because if you depend only on God that’s the time that God will show His power to you, God's grace and mercy will flow into your life,

Remember this; your biggest problem will become your biggest blessing itaga mo yan sa bato!

Before i close my article, gusto kong iwan sa inyo yung tanong na to,

“ Are you desperate enough to seek Jesus in your life?”

Baka kaya may problema ka ngaun kasi gusto ni Lord na tumawag ka sa Kanya.

Baka gusto Niya na mas maging prayerful ka pa,

Baka gusto ka Niya makausap at magkaroon ka ng mas maraming oras sa Kanya,

Baka sa sobrang busy mo nakakalimutan mo na Siya,

Be desperate on God!

"Together Towards Radical Change"

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